how is it
this pill
grants me the will
to carry on
it appears
as nil
however, still
i’d simply marry one
vicodin and valium
lorazepam and lithium
temazapam and tramadol
i kinda fucking want
them all
even if their glory
ever fades
into diminishment
issues anticipatory
pervade with omnipresence
what have you
got there
and would you care
to share
the love
if not
tell me where
might i repair
to scare some up
methadone, morphine, and molly
oh by golly gee
they’re great
opium evokes opining
oh please god
don’t make me wait
it might be
you think of me
as being a heedless hedonist
ah, if you could only see
what burdens
doth my life consist
rue the day
you ever have
to compensate
to gain composure
caustic truths
beyond control
servitude of lifelong indenture
dare not judge
this “crutch”, you say
is much more
than your
dearth of knowledge
currently facilitates
go suck on a
whatchamacallit
p.s. i don’t mean
the candy bar. . .
Max, or Not 
Love this. So in-depth and sincere, still sassy with a lovely “don’t care” touch, such as : “i kinda fucking want
them all” … Great job!
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I’m in a low place today 👀ing for a fix. A pill might just do the trick even if only temporarily. Your words speak to me.
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i hope you’re feeling better ❤️
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Thanks. I’m better than the day I commented. That’s a start 😊
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i feel you ❤️😊 one day at a time
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Hi Max
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