[please note that this is an ever-expanding work in progress which is edited at random]
Basically, I just express what I’m feeling as I’m experiencing the existential entropy of each and every moment of the subconscious torment ever looming in the void that bears the entirety of a lifetime of profound and profuse dissociation and errant remnants that seep through rifts in my cognitive dissonance catalyzed by hyper-observation and obsessive analysis.
Obsessive-Minded Observer of Human Behavior.
Lifelong Ardent Proponent for Women’s Rights, Civil Rights, Animal Rights, and Human Rights. Advocate for Mental Illness Awareness, LGBTQ Awareness, and Mindful Coexistence.
Feminist, Ailurophile, Musician, Dissident, Sediment, Scorpio Sun/Ascendent/Venus-Taurus Moon, INFP, Neurodiverse, Emotional Reactive, Idealist, Adaptable Individual, Emotional Masochist, Would-Be Quasi-Philosopher, Exhibitor of Potentially Any Number of Mental Disorders, Self-Appointed Honorary Jew, Terrestrial Whisperer, Grouchy Sleeper, Expressively Disabled, Reformed Meticulous-Freak, 188cm, Dilapidated Husk, Hyphen-User.
Former Exchange Student at Waseda Daigaku Koto Gakuin 早稲田大学高等学院 in Japan.
Bearer of No Actual Accomplishment.
Often Lovingly Pursued by Mantises [typically during nymph stage].
Friend to All Animals. Informed Critic of Questionable Male Behavior.
Obsessions: Nature, Philosophy, Camping, Geology, Petrology, Lapidary, Jewelry Making, Astronomy, Abstract Harmonic Analysis, Music Composition, Cuddling Kitty Cats, Archaeology, Anthropology, Culinary Arts, Politesse, Aesthetics, Alliteration/Assonance/Consonance, Linguistics, Noam Chomsky, Exploration, Psychology, Whimsy, Mining, Hiking, Music Production, Procrastination, Laurence Olivier, Busking, Writing Poetry, Singing, Supporting & Encouraging Others, Existential Squander, John Linnell, Brooding, Blathering, Karl Marx, Being Wild, Laughing, Stargazing, Morrissey, Soporific Inebriation, Rescuing Animals, Subhumans, Overthinking, Gardening, Larry David, Impetuousness, Road-Tripping, Desert Nights, Homemade Cobbler from Scratch [both peach and cherry], Being ~triggered~ by Injustice, Wordplay, H.P. Lovecraft, Speaking Cat, Seeking Out Ghostly Encounters, Avoidance, Preparing Epic Feasts for Loved Ones, Cosmic Whispering, Music Theory, Shared Experience, Finding Natural Acoustic Resonance Chambers/Jamming In Them, Validating Others, Abstract Thought, Horticulture, Finding/Collecting Fossils, Absurdity, Sylvia Plath, Walking, Cringeworthy Puns, Obsessing, Watermelon, Chopin, Photoshop, Tripping, Being Confused, Collecting Books, Robert van Gulik, Thrift Shops, Effusiveness, Citing Obscure & Abstract References Through Humor, Waking Up to Cats Giving Birth On My Chest, Wire, Simone de Beauvoir, Giving Compliments, Leonard Cohen, Louise Brooks, Noir, Trains, Recognizing Rhythms & Patterns, Bioelectromagnetics, Smoking, Hypnagogia, Lucid Dreaming, Hypocrisy, Autistic Inertia, Bangs, Mountains, Pills, Desert, Piglets, California, Making Memes, Agonizing Over Why It Is That People Seem to Take Themselves So Seriously, Artisan Crafts, Slacking, Karaoke Box, Being A Dork, History, Reading, Love, Communication, Unabashed Expression.
Shoes: Black Adidas Spezial w/White Stripes
Socks: I Wouldn’t Be Caught Dead Wearing White Socks
Loathes: Capitalism/Male Ego, Discrimination, Negativity, Ambivalence, Disregard, Unnecessary Negative Speculation, Argument, Machiavellism, Elitism, Any Belief That Institutes Harm Upon Others, Squandering of Mother Earth, White Male Privilege, Narcissism, Systemic Sexism/Racism/Homophobia in Governmental/Public/Private/Legal Institution, Recalcitrance, Mockery, Irresponsible Coexistence, Pushiness, Meddling, Nosiness, Modern Cartoons, Disparity Between Human Evolution & Technology, Obsequiousness, Apologists, Modern Video Games, Militarization, Guns, Fox News, Breitbart, Rush Limbaugh, Conservatism, Disingenuousness [see definition], Corruption, Those Who Invalidate the Individual Experience of Others, Bell Peppers, Movie Remakes/Relaunches, nDiscriminatory/Vulgar Expletives, Impoliteness, Moping, Nepotism, Nickelback, Violence, Casuistry, ~Hipster~ Music, Megalomania, Television, Contemporary Culture, Base Humor, Rudeness, Petulance, Being Accosted by Strangers, Gaslighting, “Sealioning” [philosophical term], False Pretense, Duplicity, Planned Obsolescence, Mockery, Crowds, Ableism, Loud Sounds, Bell Peppers, Sadists, Competitiveness, Those Who Refuse to Respect Other’s Boundaries, Manipulation, Death Penalty, SEMANTICS, Dubious Syntax [of my own expression], Self.
Pending Correspondence, The Cat’s Eye Nebula (it’s going to kill me, I just know it!), Large Crowds, Inadvertently Offending Others, My Loved Ones or Myself Being Maimed/Killed In An Auto Accident, Bearing Witness to Any Form of Violence Being Visited Upon Others, My Own Mind, Enormous Autonomous Machinery In Desolate Locales, Complex Underwater Machinery (Water Treatment Plants, Dams, Etc.), Undertows, Quicksand, Trichinosis
•Staunch belief that women are more evolved than men in virtually every regard.
•Fervent belief that capitalism/male ego is the single most destructive force to ever befall humankind and will bring about the downfall of our planet.
•Considered belief (understanding) that nearly all women have suffered some form of sexual abuse at the hand of man, and that all women suffer myriad abuses from men all throughout their lifetime since the dawn of humankind with no foreseeable end in sight.
•Belief that the vast majority of any characteristics or behaviors one might deem as negative exhibited by a female can be directly traced back to the fault of men.
•Adamant belief that Noam Chomsky is the shit.
•Understanding that man created religion due to malignant womb-envy, thereby usurping the act of creating life and attributing it to parameters withing male control whilst launching a species-wide/long campaign to malign, oppress, control, defame, rape, murder, abuse, destroy, diminish, discredit, demoralize, dehumanize, disrespect, disregard, dismiss, shame, et al womankind for nothing more than the reason of sating their frail male ego when faced with the fact that women possessed capabilities far beyond that of their own.
•Belief that Mother Nature has deemed the male gender as obsolete and has long since been slowly processing the removal of the male gender as evidenced by the fact that the male chromosome has been steadily dwindling for as long as we have possessed the ability to gauge such things. Presumably, into nonexistence, as the female body contains within itself, every component necessary to create life. To paraphrase, based on available scientific information and all relatable factors, I believe that humankind is evolving into a dioecious matriarchal species. This knowledge is a significant contributing factor as to why the excruciating frailty of the male ego engenders such prevalence of resentment toward womankind.
•Belief that each individual stands to gain from any interpersonal relationship both as teachers and students of one another in balanced quantity of infinite possibility.
Caregiver for Developmentally and Physically Disabled.