stifled
by the sound
of words
preserved
perched
in a madman’s
hallucination
of halcyon days
ere hope
had wintered
this vale
velleity
vanquished
its ceremony
in sermon
rescinded
from restive
err
[photo: Art Redwing & Alberta Kelm]

stifled
by the sound
of words
preserved
perched
in a madman’s
hallucination
of halcyon days
ere hope
had wintered
this vale
velleity
vanquished
its ceremony
in sermon
rescinded
from restive
err
[photo: Art Redwing & Alberta Kelm]
no woman chooses.
the word “choice”
is a quaint affectation
of male privilege
one that shifts
the burden
onto the woman’s shoulders
with a simple
single syllable
of sinister
silver-tongue
that speaks volumes
of the depraved disconnect
of daddy’s deflection
defecting
neglecting
such wretched
subjection
to misogynist mindsets
that fret
at any hint
shown to impede
its quest for glory
its aweless reverie
of his requisite bequest
that rests for no burden
not even those wrought
by its own wanton hands
with nary a thought
for the “choice”
lies with man
to own up to his deeds
to reap what was sown
beyond his own base needs
choosing not to desert
to then foster a trust
that would honor what is just
by accepting
the circumstance born
of his lust
he must stand tall supinely
to shatter all doubt
in the matters regarding
the wrath of his route
for women most oft
are forever distraught
abandoned
bereft
left exploited
with naught
whilst these men prance
with ease
frolicking fancy-free
fleeing scene
with the breeze
having sown their ill-seed
for their ego
surpasses all
with such vomitous gall
as a life is forestalled
ne’er to answer the call
so appalling this trait
leaving life in its wake
only flight will he take
once his whim has been slaked
without further adieu
in a cloud of hot dust
and a fervid salute
served most proud and abrupt
rendering hearts nonplussed
like a billowing gust
once his will has been thrust
turns militantly brusque
with such fierce flippancy
throws all under the bus
in a thunderous peal
it’s a wonder surreal
as the moment reveals
what his true heart conceals
but there is no appeal
to that which cannot feel
so this dastardly deal
is so masterfully sealed
as a bastard is reared
in a fluster of tears
with a father not there
never bothered to care
not a moment to spare
to prevent all the fears
wrought by scrutinous stares
lurid thoughts turpid lots
from a surrogate’s leer
innocence left defenseless
for reasons so senseless
a treasonous pretense
to heathens demented
still lacking incentive
to try to prevent this
fate of such portending
consequence unending
of futures surrendered
no suture could mend
ill-repute so contentious
yet still men dispute
and refute their subjection
and all for the sake
of their putrid compulsions
so duly revulsing
profanely effusive
the lives left behind
are not those
which they must live
and thus it is a shit
for which they do not give
so willing to forfeit
the world they created
but for a mere moment
of fleeting amusement
that spurns an entire
existence
so uselessly
suffered for naught
and for what
but their ego’s
egregious gestalt
another day
another chance
to wallow
in this hollow
fetid shell
another dance
amid the fallout
of this self
constructed hell
forever burdened
by this curse
immersed in faded
aquarelle
ever is this
burgeoning dearth
fated
until i am
felled
You can’t
give
Up
On life
And place
The responsibility
Of your
Existence
On another
I can
Cook
For you
But
I can’t
Eat
For you
You can’t
Call me
Murderer
Because
I can’t
Live
Your life
For you
How could you
How can I
We can’t
I stay up too late
Never get enough rest
But I don’t give a fuck
Give me all
Of the salt and butter
Sugar and fat
It doesn’t mean shit to me
Fill me up with pills
Pills pills pills pillls
Pills
I need to stop
Existing
I will fuck everything up
Beyond that which seems humanly possible
I amaze myself at times
Others would be amazed too
If they knew
How much I loved you
wherein lies
the heart
of evocation
that strikes
the mirrored
hour’s toll
vague abstractions
courting fear
or starkness
of the bitter
cold
biting
with its sharp
precision
meteoric motes
of mind
reassemble consequence
once shed
in distant
folds of time
florid wafts
drift
through the ages
softer
than a maiden’s mien
torrid thoughts
slip
through the pages
faded laughter
aimless dreams
rage once pent
from whence forsaken
ageless
as a lover’s touch
brash and bold
our burdens
linger
longer than
the artist’s brush
i clamor to comply
to her arduous hours
of ardent dripping
devouring
precious petaline
lips of veiled tempest
siren’s plumage
sinking
into madness
overtaken
with aching
chorus
and crushing ingress
crashing
into swallowing shores
of unabashed
thrashing
on jagged crests
of turbulent valence
drag me down
to where misery
serves its reckless conquest
abreastly heaving
a synchronous song
like heathens
in a heaven
untold
where breathless cries
of wincing
pent
breach liquescent
the chasm
of krios
beyond our
spent desires
through the mirror
of time
when the hour fell bleak
a rippling spied
the outlier
appearing
in ragged reproach
an artifact without
precedence
that spoke of adoration
dire
ere a doting hope
sang
its parting prelude
from where i now sit
in a cold eclipse
of dreariness
laced
with mistled tears
spent aloft
these long planes
of bondage
i fondly resigned
my mind’s production
flashing its garish marquee
for all to see
foreshadowing
disparity profound
were it not sustained
by wispy druids
of pigment piqued
no further
query
averted eyes
trained vigilant
this chronicle
of maddened youth
swore your rigid head
invalid
with never more
truth
scorned a lustful red
as prideful irony
now reigns
in the void
of expectation
for my fellow Plath crushers, i now present, in the spirit of the Kermit the frog distractedly drinking his tea “But that’s none of my business” meme format:
“Dissociative Apathetic Neurosis” ~a meme~

I come
from a long
line
of cocaine
chains
and painted
rainbows
tainted aims
and hijacked
reins
that taunt me
with their wonton ways
led by tinted
saints
whose patronizing
love
would one day fade
in truth betrayed
through time’s display
were
all things ventured
for naught gained
save this dull pain
that e’er remains
to haunt me
in her silent
shades
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