edging
ever closer
to the air
which will grant
my final breath
until then
i am
wedged
between this
untold boulder
and life
unfolding
edging
ever closer
to the air
which will grant
my final breath
until then
i am
wedged
between this
untold boulder
and life
unfolding
somewhere
along this wayward
path
i lost
the sum
of you
in broken
buttons
crumpled
papers
whispers
faintly
promised
to reflections
we once
bared
scattered
over trails
capricious
memories
thread precious
pleas
plotting
their escape
like petty fools
from plighted faith
parched
from implore
upending
thoughts
would mark
the path
that led me
to your vested
heart
when vagrants
sought
the stars
and charted
the descending
hours
of our last
reverie
rapt
in such despair
’til all
that i could
see
were driftless
streaks
of blackness
stripped
amid
the grip
of shame
unearthed
where flashing
shades
of pompeii
stayed
in grim dispart
impressed
upon
the distant
sky
estranged
a world
apart
To truly
Command
The acceptance
Of truth
With willful
Embrace
Of its burden
Of proof
And freedom
To think
With a presence
Of mind
Where no
Precedent
Lies
To boldly opine
Unfettered
Not tethered
To fear’s
Phantom mime
In weather
Tempestuous
Calming and kind
To choose
Paths shone
Virtuous
Of our
Volition
When faced
With the gravest
Of selfless
decisions
To look
Beyond
Boundaries
With sound
Sight
To see
Without our own
Ego’s affliction
We are free
To learn
From mistakes
We must bear
Consequence
Acknowledge
All factors
Of its circumstance
Whilst disregarding
Frivolous
Dalliance
And focusing
Efforts
On things
Relevant
To offer
Oneself
Without pretense
Surrendered
To harbor
No thought
Of contempt
Erring tender
Toward life
Which exists
Outside that
Of our own
Attending
The home
One should ne’er
Shore alone
To listen
So that we
Might then
Understand
The magnitude
Of all fates
Since wrought
By man
To requite
The status
Usurped
By frail men
That brazenly
Preaches
Of false
Creation
Casting such
Shadows
Whose ire
Knows
No bounds
The burden
All women
Are forced
To live
Down
For bearing
The gift
Men would
Deem to revere
Presented
Through patriarchs
Pandering fear
And once
Verity
Avails our
Conscious grasp
Our love
May be worthy
Of woman
At last
now what have you gone and done?
you look like hitler’s amish son
after some seasons in the sun
imprisoned by a neon nun
was it kirk’s phaser set to stun?
a vulcan nerve-pinch come undone?
it seems as though you might have plucked
a nerve and now this look is stuck
a lightning strike without the light
perhaps it was an eel bite
or maybe you just caught a fright
a camera may have flashed too bright
it’s possible a roving pack
of rabid dogs advanced attack
a full-grown horde of starving hogs
mistook you for their feeding trough
and truly, i would understand
if your barber was from japan
or if he had a demon hand
entangled in a rubberband
oh, i know! this is all a joke
like on some hidden camera show
AHA! you must have lit a cig
using a bargain lighter rig
oh shoot… my bad, is that a wig
did someone zag who should have zigged
are you on drugs, that must be it
take my advice friend, try to quit
unless you fell into a pit
of ninjas throwing hissy-fits
who knows, break-dancing gone awry
you thought you were a samurai
or were you stressed under duress?
was this your mother’s last request?
could you have donated your locks?
gone undercover for the cops?
if you stopped caring i can tell
they DO have barbershops in hell!
you lost a bet and now you’ve paid
you did it so you could get laid
a camel-spider went to town
you got it at the lost & found
you snuggled with a hirsute rat
then got mauled by a shedding cat
your headbanging took a wrong turn
you left edward scissorhands spurned
the rest of you is somewhere else
you did it for your ailing health
you could have just rubbed a balloon
til so much static-cling ensued
you’re going to make me walk the plank
come on! admit! it’s just a prank
wait, what was that i heard you say?
this here is what’s in style today
why, ~silly me~, i should have known
next time i’ll just leave you alone
(cuz zombies must have eaten your brains)
•proceeds to walk the other way•
stifled
by the sound
of words
preserved
perched
in a madman’s
hallucination
of halcyon days
ere hope
had wintered
this vale
velleity
vanquished
its ceremony
in sermon
rescinded
from restive
err
[photo: Art Redwing & Alberta Kelm]
no woman chooses.
the word “choice”
is a quaint affectation
of male privilege
one that shifts
the burden
onto the woman’s shoulders
with a simple
single syllable
of sinister
silver-tongue
that speaks volumes
of the depraved disconnect
of daddy’s deflection
defecting
neglecting
such wretched
subjection
to misogynist mindsets
that fret
at any hint
shown to impede
its quest for glory
its aweless reverie
of his requisite bequest
that rests for no burden
not even those wrought
by its own wanton hands
with nary a thought
for the “choice”
lies with man
to own up to his deeds
to reap what was sown
beyond his own base needs
choosing not to desert
to then foster a trust
that would honor what is just
by accepting
the circumstance born
of his lust
he must stand tall supinely
to shatter all doubt
in the matters regarding
the wrath of his route
for women most oft
are forever distraught
abandoned
bereft
left exploited
with naught
whilst these men prance
with ease
frolicking fancy-free
fleeing scene
with the breeze
having sown their ill-seed
for their ego
surpasses all
with such vomitous gall
as a life is forestalled
ne’er to answer the call
so appalling this trait
leaving life in its wake
only flight will he take
once his whim has been slaked
without further adieu
in a cloud of hot dust
and a fervid salute
served most proud and abrupt
rendering hearts nonplussed
like a billowing gust
once his will has been thrust
turns militantly brusque
with such fierce flippancy
throws all under the bus
in a thunderous peal
it’s a wonder surreal
as the moment reveals
what his true heart conceals
but there is no appeal
to that which cannot feel
so this dastardly deal
is so masterfully sealed
as a bastard is reared
in a fluster of tears
with a father not there
never bothered to care
not a moment to spare
to prevent all the fears
wrought by scrutinous stares
lurid thoughts turpid lots
from a surrogate’s leer
innocence left defenseless
for reasons so senseless
a treasonous pretense
to heathens demented
still lacking incentive
to try to prevent this
fate of such portending
consequence unending
of futures surrendered
no suture could mend
ill-repute so contentious
yet still men dispute
and refute their subjection
and all for the sake
of their putrid compulsions
so duly revulsing
profanely effusive
the lives left behind
are not those
which they must live
and thus it is a shit
for which they do not give
so willing to forfeit
the world they created
but for a mere moment
of fleeting amusement
that spurns an entire
existence
so uselessly
suffered for naught
and for what
but their ego’s
egregious gestalt
another day
another chance
to wallow
in this hollow
fetid shell
another dance
amid the fallout
of this self
constructed hell
forever burdened
by this curse
immersed in faded
aquarelle
ever is this
burgeoning dearth
fated
until i am
felled
wherein lies
the heart
of evocation
that strikes
the mirrored
hour’s toll
vague abstractions
courting fear
or starkness
of the bitter
cold
biting
with its sharp
precision
meteoric motes
of mind
reassemble consequence
once shed
in distant
folds of time
florid wafts
drift
through the ages
softer
than a maiden’s mien
torrid thoughts
slip
through the pages
faded laughter
aimless dreams
rage once pent
from whence forsaken
ageless
as a lover’s touch
brash and bold
our burdens
linger
longer than
the artist’s brush
I come
from a long
line
of cocaine
chains
and painted
rainbows
tainted aims
and hijacked
reins
that taunt me
with their wonton ways
led by tinted
saints
whose patronizing
love
would one day fade
in truth betrayed
through time’s display
were
all things ventured
for naught gained
save this dull pain
that e’er remains
to haunt me
in her silent
shades
men dare
to see women
through invidious eyes
denying affliction
of man’s ill-reprise
they thoughtlessly
perpetuate the conditions
at times
willfully
with no sign
of contrition
and many set out
to inflict ill-intent
ignoring the crux
of their father’s neglect
with misplaced contempt
aimed at those
who remain
whilst somehow
demanding
respect
by mere claim
despite every truth
having burdened
their sight
they would spurn
any proof
of their own
heedless flight
we have seen
that their ego
forgoes evidence
as such fervid devotion
refutes recompense
e’er projecting
the fallout
of that which they lack
by placing their failures
on womankind’s back
it would seem
only dreams born
of male provenance
are worthy of that
to be paid consequence
such brazen presumption
is beyond reproach
yet this veiled institution
one dares never broach
for man’s true commitment
is that to himself
as even the fruit
of their seed
goes unfelt
this tragedy
boundless
pervades every land
its wrath can be found
since the dawning
of man
pray not let ye folly
and scoff at these words
lest ye bear the cross
of all women interred
take care to reflect
on the actions you choose
for womankind’s blessing
mankind cannot lose
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