(good mood)

once or twice
maybe three
times a year

i feel a good mood
coming over me

it’s fucking amazing
i feel so alive

i feel
like

well,
like myself

i might go on facebook
and comment like crazy

with all my best puns
in support of dear friends

i might even go out
and partake in public

as though there was never
a beat that was skipped

i could very well
even muster the courage

to contact my friends
and who knows,
even family

engage them in ways
that reflect how I feel

and feel

the ambrosia
of laughter and joy…

a tear would then well
in the eye of imposture

at first, tinged with hope

ere disparity beckoned

and all i could do

resumed fading to matter

as time then proceeded
to scatter

my heart