i am convinced
that creativity
is clearly
a clandestine
circumlocution
of the word
“crazy”.
[image credit: Louis Wain]
i am convinced
that creativity
is clearly
a clandestine
circumlocution
of the word
“crazy”.
[image credit: Louis Wain]
red, green, and blue
black, white, and gray
quiddity
is not a crime
if not for your lips
as they rest on your face
would your kiss then
no longer be yours
is ego content
with ill-gotten conclusion
your virtue
my heart doth avow
to all the world
this
i shall ever aver
requite not these words
with the burden of speech
in tacit skies
we remain boundless
unwinding allusions
to infinite realms
where idyll
submits not
to idealization
[image credit: Vittorio Zecchin]
how is it
this pill
grants me the will
to carry on
it appears
as nil
however, still
i’d simply marry one
vicodin and valium
lorazepam and lithium
temazapam and tramadol
i kinda fucking want
them all
even if their glory
ever fades
into diminishment
issues anticipatory
pervade with omnipresence
what have you
got there
and would you care
to share
the love
if not
tell me where
might i repair
to scare some up
methadone, morphine, and molly
oh by golly gee
they’re great
opium evokes opining
oh please god
don’t make me wait
it might be
you think of me
as being a heedless hedonist
ah, if you could only see
what burdens
doth my life consist
rue the day
you ever have
to compensate
to gain composure
caustic truths
beyond control
servitude of lifelong indenture
dare not judge
this “crutch”, you say
is much more
than your
dearth of knowledge
currently facilitates
go suck on a
whatchamacallit
p.s. i don’t mean
the candy bar. . .
our lips, locked, like roots
neath a flourishing forest
though not of this earth
i wouldn’t be lying
if i told you
i was being dishonest
at which point
would it really matter
anyway
its purpose
was not born of malice
nor to pacify
or justify
it is rather precisely
this reproachable pretense
of which it was my intention
to deftly circumvent
i’ve yet to find
the patience
for effusive explanation
if by scrupulous omission
i can subsequently skirt
obligatory inquisition
based on commonly feigned misconception
i would much prefer
to proactively forgo contention
conveyance is not my forte
abeyance is far more fitting
honestly, is honesty
not honorably objective
true, this might sound objectionable
as veracity is, voiced aloud
i swear i’m not despicable
and certainly, not proud
but i so despise such prodding
it deprives me of the scant control
over that which i have deemed
as essentially inconsequential
arbitrary, as it were
not befitting of retribution
now, if you would exuse me for asking
what exactly was your question
this exile takes place
from an ivory tower
vague apparitions
with faith entwined fingertips
phantoms evoking
a severance of heartache
dispelled by this wanton hand
ever unwittingly
leering at solitude’s
sanctioned reflection
as flesh-scattered ripples
abscond with reality
doorways predestined
lead might into dolor
if only this wretched husk
could quell their steward
flickering faintly
confined from afar
as a triumphant failure
forms scars of afflicting
where sadists will suffocate
unfitting masochists
frigid breath drawn
from the lungs of aloof gods
falls
sentencing sanity
framed by dysphoria
fragile like icicles
stranded in plain sight
the derelict denizens
long denied dignity
delve into depths
of a daunting undoing
willfully swept away
by waves of wintry swell
lost in a lion’s pelt
dealt the deciding blow
shrill piercing of the sword
bequeathed of heaven’s bane
quilted depictions
sew scorn into looming sloe
life eludes
its own existence
save the day
our lips collide
upon the spiraled
astral cusp
in luminary solace
clasped together
damning every grain of sand
felled from our grasp
whispered words
dripping collapse
from noctilucent clouds
escarping
i implore you
promise
to eclipse me
like a second sun
let not this fleeting
false abyss
reduce us
to accursed ashes
consciousness
committed to the listless
loss of languid silence
let us be
the impetus
that summons dusk
and dawn
anew
reflected
in the morning dew
strewed long
the perished planet
every day it seems i am beholden to an untold power
i once thought was emanating from my garden’s wildflowers
but since new damning evidence has narrowed it down to my cat
my life has been a whirlwind of sin and there’s no looking back
the force exuding from this kitty is anomalously grave
its effect has left me to a lifetime as my kitty’s slave
endlessly i toil scooping his remnants from the litter box
and i won’t even mention all the times i’ve had to darn his socks
i cannot explain nor understand the tasks which he assigns
all i know is if i fail the consequences are unkind
by his ardent insistence, i have to wear a pink mustache
then i must go downtown and panhandle to re-up his stash
he has what you might call an addiction, and it’s quite severe
once a week i make the trip to Humbolt just to bring it here
criminal-grade catnip is financially prohibitive
but if i should refuse then it is likely he won’t let me live
recently i had to quit my job so i could work from home
if i did not comply, he insisted that he would have me cloned!
ethically, my opposition to such things does not permit
so i became a phone sex operator as do most hermits
you may laugh, but i assure you, this is deathly serious
my kitty cat will kick your ass if he hears any word of this
again, you scoff, but i implore that you should take heed of these words
otherwise, i cannot guarantee you won’t end up a turd
understand the implication, yes, it truly is that dire
i scoop tough guys like you from his litter box as is required
that, of course, is based on the assumption that he will take pity
on your wretched soul, for truly he’s a nitty-gritty kitty
certified and licensed by the Badass-Felidae Committee
they’ve got local chapters based in every major U.S. city!
now look what you’ve gone and done! i’m late for his standing appointment!
at Suinolon Spa Spectacular which means a sturdy groin kick
not only for me but for you too for wasting his precious time
here he comes now looking like he’s out of sorts and not of sound mind
i can’t bear to witness any punishment he wreaks upon you
so i’ll have to close my eyes while he exacts his wrath of kung-fu
there, you see? i bet that you’re regretting having not had listened
to the true-to-life tale of my psychotelepathic kitten
[image credit: Louis Wain]
to see you
is to understand
the urgent sway
of gravity
the spectrum
of infinite hues
precious molecules
in bonding
you fill my primal senses
with the knowledge
thought divine
we are
lost
amid our own profundity
or
the inference thereof
at least
platitudes
of desperation
haunting like a dormant plea
just to close our eyes
and still yet see
is not enough
to sate
the all-consuming
fervor
to project
somehow
a vision
that might justify
the burden
of our disposition
frozen
existential fractals
giving way
in their descent
careening toward oblivion
with nothing more
than the solitude
of a solipsistic incarnation
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