as sorrow sows
its seed anew
I reap
its savage wander
again
a grievance
rends me
unaware
and spares me
not
its grave
as sorrow sows
its seed anew
I reap
its savage wander
again
a grievance
rends me
unaware
and spares me
not
its grave
afar from my grasp
was a wisdom
unsound
to have held all
and nothing
at once
and how
I would wince
as its tinsel unwound
wearing wounds
she has yet
to repent
as the son
of a sadist
unsworn servitude
has withered my will
and left me
to brood
for sorrow is certain
through self-sabotage
existence
a sentence
of sordid mirage
the endless hour
unravels
we writhe
under the moor
as earth arrives
unsung in reverie
fateless,
evermore
at once
the sun had risen
through sanity’s remorse
our faces
worn
amidst the arbors
lost
within god’s door
when i cannot
quell this chaos
kittens call
to calm my nerves
droves of prismed clouds pileus
gather in the distant stir
auric airs of heirs ailuric
stirring purrs on beds of fur
fucking hell
i love my kittens
foremost
i doth e’er aver
curse this whole contrivance
where our pen perverts our thoughts
bastardizing our expression
into ostentatious dross
which, indeed, is most ironic
even now, i must abide
by the terms of its imposing
despite how it makes me writhe
were it only that i could resist
the pretense of the mind
set upon me with insistence
i am loathe not to comply
for the state of my affliction
disallows for deviation
from its ardent homeostatic
cognitive disposition
so beholden to its power
though emboldened by the hour
i am helpless to assert my will
and thus, i lay here, dour
such finite truths
shall yet unfurl
as we await
unwitting.
the tragedy
of days, unending
the trill of earth afoot.
how tender
is the untrained eye
which falls
upon the burdened hallow
writhing
in its sense
of self
to leave this place
no more.
allow these failings
fear no loss
for freedom
bears no will
i trust.
in tenses past
imploring, e’er
with sovereignty
forsworn
if anything
i’m duly adamant
in my deciding
on the certainty
with which i know
i never knew a thing
for if i had
and still proceeded
with such heedless choices
one could only ascertain
that i too
am human
“it was i”
spoke the ire
of our yesterdays
fleeing
on the fleeting fiery sun
all-consumed
by the ruins of the apogee
long into the sea
it surely sunk
we resigned
to thus conspire
by the bleakness
of a burden
only words ambivalent
could ever shun
forever mired
in a tireless aver
naught
lest bygone reveries
confer our sum
let me tell you something
all about a dude they call “oldepunk”
with an “e”, of course
for higher echelon
and “h”, for hunk
which is silent
for you see, it also stands
for humble human
hedonist of sorts
and reformed hellion
who lives in Houston
tearing through the streets
he is a hot-rod lovin’ ramjet poet
full of fire & fury
while dichitomously calm & stoic
wielding such a plethora
of complex lexical expression
every poem i read of his
is like a comprehensive lesson
serendipitous, to be exact
surreal in all dimensions
speaking to me in a way
as though it were a special mention
bolstering the shared connection
present since our first encounter
when i was a whelp
and he, a Sudden Denouement co-founder
his consideration for my e’er reclusive disposition
comforts me in times when correspondence
proves a wisted mission
yes indeed, i miss him
along with my family of damned poets
hopefully, this anxious curse
will soon subside so i can show them
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