About Me (AKA ~Self-Idealization~)

[please note that this is an ever-expanding work in progress which is edited at random]

The Future of Humankind Demands That Feminism Be Embraced By All.

First, let me start off by stating the fact that I am but a fool who knows nothing.  While this may seem paradoxical with my being a cat, stranger coincidences have, and will continue to occur.  The entirety of my existence relating to all aspects is that of ephemeral and sempiternal interconnectedness with all things in existence.  This particular manifestation being of complete happenstance and prone to the infinitum of objectivity.  Therefore, everything is nothing and nothing is everything.

I can promise that I will never give you anything less than the absolute honest truth of my experience at any given moment in which I should endeavor to express the circumstances thereof.

Basically, I just express what I’m feeling as I’m experiencing the existential entropy of each and every moment of the subconscious torment ever looming in the void that bears the entirety of a lifetime of profound and profuse dissociation and errant remnants that seep through rifts in my cognitive dissonance catalyzed by hyper-observation and obsessive analysis.

Obsessive-Minded Observer of Human Behavior.
Lifelong Ardent Proponent for Women’s Rights, Civil Rights, Animal Rights, and Human Rights. Advocate for Mental Illness Awareness, LGBTQ Awareness, and Mindful Coexistence.
Feminist, Ailurophile, Musician, Dissident, Sediment, Scorpio Sun/Ascendent/Venus-Taurus Moon, INFP, Neurodiverse, Emotional Reactive, Idealist, Adaptable Individual, Emotional Masochist, Would-Be Quasi-Philosopher, Exhibitor of Potentially Any Number of Mental Disorders, Self-Appointed Honorary Jew, Terrestrial Whisperer, Grouchy Sleeper, Expressively Disabled, Reformed Meticulous-Freak, 188cm, Dilapidated Husk, Hyphen-User.
Former Exchange Student at Waseda Daigaku Koto Gakuin 早稲田大学高等学院 in Japan.
Bearer of No Actual Accomplishment.
Often Lovingly Pursued by Mantises [typically during nymph stage].
Friend to All Animals. Informed Critic of Questionable Male Behavior.

Obsessions: Nature, Philosophy, Camping, Geology, Petrology, Lapidary, Jewelry Making, Astronomy, Abstract Harmonic Analysis, Music Composition, Cuddling Kitty Cats, Archaeology, Anthropology, Culinary Arts, Politesse, Aesthetics, Alliteration/Assonance/Consonance, Linguistics, Noam Chomsky, Ontology, Exploration, Psychology, Whimsy, Mining, Cultural Anthropology, Hiking, Music Production, Procrastination, Laurence Olivier, Busking, Writing Poetry, Linguistic Anthropology, Singing, Supporting & Encouraging Others, Existential Squander, John Linnell, Brooding, Blathering, Karl Marx, Being Wild, Laughing, Stargazing, Morrissey, Soporific Inebriation, Rescuing Animals, Subhumans, Overthinking, Gardening, Larry David, Impetuousness, Road-Tripping, Desert Nights, Etymology, Homemade Cobbler from Scratch [both peach and cherry], Being ~triggered~ by Injustice, Wordplay, H.P. Lovecraft, Speaking Cat, Seeking Out Ghostly Encounters, Avoidance, Metaphysics, Preparing Epic Feasts for Loved Ones, Cosmic Whispering, Music Theory, Shared Experience, Finding Natural Acoustic Resonance Chambers/Jamming In Them, Validating Others, Abstract Thought, Horticulture, Finding/Collecting Fossils, Absurdity, Sylvia Plath, Walking, Cringeworthy Puns, Obsessing, Watermelon, Chopin, Photoshop, Tripping, Being Confused, Collecting Books, Robert van Gulik, Thrift Shops, Effusiveness, Citing Obscure & Abstract References Through Humor, Waking Up to Cats Giving Birth On My Chest, Wire, Simone de Beauvoir, Giving Compliments, Leonard Cohen, Louise Brooks, Noir, Trains, Recognizing Rhythms & Patterns, Bioelectromagnetics, Smoking, Hypnagogia, Lucid Dreaming, Hypocrisy, Autistic Inertia, Bangs, Mountains, Pills, Desert, Piglets, California, Making Memes, Agonizing Over Why It Is That People Seem to Take Themselves So Seriously, Artisan Crafts, Slacking, Karaoke Box, Being A Dork, History, Reading, Love, Communication, Unabashed Expression.

Shoes: Black Adidas Spezial w/White Stripes
Boxers: ”
Socks: I Wouldn’t Be Caught Dead Wearing White Socks

Loathes: Capitalism/Male Ego, Discrimination, Negativity, Ambivalence, Disregard, Unnecessary Negative Speculation, Argument, Machiavellism, Elitism, Any Belief That Institutes Harm Upon Others, Squandering of Mother Earth, White Male Privilege, Narcissism, Systemic Sexism/Racism/Homophobia in Governmental/Public/Private/Legal Institution, Recalcitrance, Mockery, Irresponsible Coexistence, Pushiness, Meddling, Nosiness, Modern Cartoons, Disparity Between Human Evolution & Technology, Obsequiousness, Apologists, Modern Video Games, Militarization, Guns, Fox News, Breitbart, Rush Limbaugh, Conservatism, Disingenuousness [see definition], Corruption, Those Who Invalidate the Individual Experience of Others, Bell Peppers, Movie Remakes/Relaunches, nDiscriminatory/Vulgar Expletives, Impoliteness, Moping, Nepotism, Nickelback, Violence, Casuistry, ~Hipster~ Music, Megalomania, Television, Contemporary Culture, Base Humor, Rudeness, Petulance, Being Accosted by Strangers, Gaslighting, “Sealioning” [philosophical term], False Pretense, Duplicity, Planned Obsolescence, Mockery, Crowds, Ableism, Loud Sounds, Bell Peppers, Sadists, Competitiveness, Those Who Refuse to Respect Other’s Boundaries, Manipulation, Death Penalty, SEMANTICS, Dubious Syntax [of my own expression], Self.

Fears/Anxieties:
Pending Correspondence, The Cat’s Eye Nebula (it’s going to kill me, I just know it!), Large Crowds, Inadvertently Offending Others, My Loved Ones or Myself Being Maimed/Killed In An Auto Accident, Bearing Witness to Any Form of Violence Being Visited Upon Others, My Own Mind, Enormous Autonomous Machinery In Desolate Locales, Complex Underwater Machinery (Water Treatment Plants, Dams, Etc.), Undertows, Quicksand, Trichinosis

Key Aspects:
•Staunch belief that women are more evolved than men in virtually every regard.
•Fervent belief that capitalism/male ego is the single most destructive force to ever befall humankind and will bring about the downfall of our planet.
•Considered belief (understanding) that nearly all women have suffered some form of sexual abuse at the hand of man, and that all women suffer myriad abuses from men all throughout their lifetime since the dawn of humankind with no foreseeable end in sight.
•Belief that the vast majority of any characteristics or behaviors one might deem as negative exhibited by a female can be directly traced back to the fault of men.
•Adamant belief that Noam Chomsky is the shit.
•Understanding that man created religion due to malignant womb-envy, thereby usurping the act of creating life and attributing it to parameters withing male control whilst launching a species-wide/long campaign to malign, oppress, control, defame, rape, murder, abuse, destroy, diminish, discredit, demoralize, dehumanize, disrespect, disregard, dismiss, shame, et al womankind for nothing more than the reason of sating their frail male ego when faced with the fact that women possessed capabilities far beyond that of their own.
•Belief that Mother Nature has deemed the male gender as obsolete and has long since been slowly processing the removal of the male gender as evidenced by the fact that the male chromosome has been steadily dwindling for as long as we have possessed the ability to gauge such things. Presumably, into nonexistence, as the female body contains within itself, every component necessary to create life. To paraphrase, based on available scientific information and all relatable factors, I believe that humankind is evolving into a dioecious matriarchal species. This knowledge is a significant contributing factor as to why the excruciating frailty of the male ego engenders such prevalence of resentment toward womankind.
•Belief that each individual stands to gain from any interpersonal relationship both as teachers and students of one another in balanced quantity of infinite possibility.

Caregiver for Developmentally and Physically Disabled. Antiques Dealer. Music Tutor.
≈Human Being*.

*Kitty Catmira-new-july-picz-23

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41 Replies to “About Me (AKA ~Self-Idealization~)”

  1. Just needed to say, “And a lovely poet to boot”
    Loved all the poems on the front page.
    Looking forward to finding more of your work in the future.
    keep it up! the cat force is with you

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  4. Hello Max! My goodness those lists of yours leave me gasping for breath. White socks? So hard to keep clean, best ditched, I agree. Women – absolutely no doubt you’re right about the female of the species 🙂 Being one myself, that could be considered a biased opinion. I did come by to thank you for the follow, so – thanks 🙂 You have captured my interest…

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  6. Hello Max, you found the blog where I write about Photography. Thats great and if photography is what you were looking for, you can be sure photography is the only topic I discuss.
    Now that I know about you I will wander your blog to view and read.
    Nice to be in contact.

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  14. Well, Max, after reading through this I can see you’re a proponent of rights for the underprivileged and handicapped, as well as equal rights for all. You sound a very caring person, and one who makes a very good friend. I doubt that your phrase ‘Bearer of No Actual Accomplishment’ is true – unless it’s specifically in reference to the Waseda Daigaku Koto Gakuin you attended in Japan (which probably isn’t likely, either).
    Nice to meet you – and your Kitty Cat – by the way. I’ll look forward to reading your posts.

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  17. Pardon my familiarity, but Babycakes, you are MY kind of man! But for the division of time and space, we’d ride off together on white horses, tilting at windmills and winning. (however, I am highly allergic to cats, so maybe we’d best keep things online)
    xx,
    mgh
    (Madelyn Griffith-Haynie – ADDandSoMuchMore dot com)
    – ADD Coach Training Field founder; ADD Coaching co-founder –
    “It takes a village to transform a world!”.

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  29. You are one extremely deep, wise, smart young man. I am not into poetry at all, however, I really, really loved the poem I first came across so much that I actually want to keep it taped up with all the other quotes and pieces that move and drive me. I checked out Scutty Lee. Good also. So glad we are joined together in this cosmic internet tribe.

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  35. I’m intrigued by your mention of “dubious” writing. Again, your words strike a cord with me. I have to stop and think about your meaning. This keeps my brain alert, which is a good thing for a young 60 year old. Thank you!

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    1. well, i use this word to express the sort of unsure element that i find pervades most things in life. in particular those of one’s own doing. i apply it to anything i create to convey first and foremost my feeling of not having actually created anything as i feel whatever i may come up with is solely some sort of subconsciously amalgamated work composed of the varied influences amassed throughout my lifetime. that and of course my own feeling that the quality of my work is dubious lol. i have difficulty appreciating my own writing as i imagine most would. i’ve only started writing in the last couple of years so i feel rather inept ;). i’m so happy to hear that anything i could express would resonate with another. it creates a tangible connection which is comforting somehow. i appreciate your taking the time to read anything i may or may not have written lol. and aren’t we all really just overgrown teenagers?

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